I keep records and memories. in the dark I write. I enjoy solitude. airtight ; hermetic, cryptic and esoteric. trying to unveil secrets. inward we go. d ifferent lives. s idewalks. joy. leaping puddles in the dark. dreams and fantasies. the past and collective memories. archetypes of woman- wolves and deep waters of fertile art shines above my crown. shrines of the psyche. keep asking myself the same questions.no matter the route I make the same mistakes. Amor Fati? It was the love I was creating inside a MC. Escher's painting. climbing and descending paradigms. where are the flight of stairs? I want to fly. looking for love in objects and souls. matter. It doesn't matter. I was refuting solitude because I never had the gift of self reflection. it hurts; it will. always. there are no escape goats. I pass by the bar, by the memory, by the park, by the painting, bye, bye. it went away like a kite in a storm. tying treads. connecting imaginary red strings. superstitions a...
*source: Bing Waiting for the song to communicate through us because we have learned to be mute They feel sorry for our souls lingering around confused by the hate attacked by the loneliness Standing I picture the absence of your pride of your ego walking hand by hand with mine Illusions of love The façade masked of collective despair For never figuring out how it felt For never mistaken guilt for pain Isn't weird the monster of frustration ? We needed each other without any reason And while the sun kept you hidden I dreamt about you chasing cloudy days Like a miracle running into my arms melting that metal heart in front of mine Reminiscing the melancholy that never existed Escapisms and fantasies our lives in a canvas mirroring Rorschach tests solely analyzing inkblots of happiness . Anita Mendes
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